Talk:Safe Demigods Haven Wiki

Looking For Answers

DarkMatterDoesMatter (talk) 06:39, June 9, 2015 (UTC)Why am I even writing this? Maybe I’m so sick of researching and dead ends that I'm willing to see if this is real.

 I suppose I am looking for answers to things that have been changing. Lets start at the beginning of it. If I'm a demigod, a witch, an alien, half something I just what to know so I can deal with things better

 In December I was electrocuted… now how I was electrocuted is strange. I was moving some stuff before talking a nap. Nothing I was holding was plugged in. (before you ask) I looked out the window and saw what looked like a ripple effect coming towards me. I was thrown and rolled back across my bedroom into a wall. I got up immediately and started apologizing. (Strange) My chest hurt like crazy. When I stood up I noticed my hand was bleeding. Where the current went through me...

 there is a brief moment that I was not in my body, as if I was sucked into a black hole and then pushed backout....

. I got checked out and they said I was fine. But when I was getting mad or upset I was having seizures. And constantly hearing electricity, seeing things a bit differently. Almost as if I could see the energy in the air or something. Sometimes I could almost taste the electricity. I was lead to a metaphysical shop that had been right in my neighborhood the whole time and some how I never saw it. So I asked about their readings because everything has been rather off as of lately. Getting strange warning to protect myself from a woman in a bathroom who told be I was a witch, (The woman told me I was all light if I wanted to be, but I didn’t have to be) I was also feeling electricity around what and me not. The woman who read me firstly was not scheduled to be there that day. She came in on a fluke… So the first card she pulled was a serpent in fire. She Told me that I when through fire. Meaning I died… What's crowning me is the universe card… She always pulled a card with stairs and she said I went through an initiation. That the universe gave me a gift and didn't let me go for a reason. My other cards further supported that. I meditate daily and have gone through a very quick transformation. Upon doing so I have looked into cosmic healing because how she interpreted it was that I have energy passing through me and she kept seeing hands and her interpretation was healing.

 Attached photo of my reading.



 The next occurrence came when I walked into an occult store in Portland to get a pendulum. I walked up to the case as all of them started swinging. I had never used one before yet all of them were attentive.

 I found a empower thyself class to help me; though it gave me meditation and rituals, something was still missing.

 A few months later I had a dream of me sitting in my room with all these old scrolls with hieroglyphics on them, and a book that I had never seen before, the only letters I could make out were "the Egyptian b". Images of ancient Egypt though I've never been there. Upon waking I poured over the Internet looking for the book, to find the Egyptian book of the dead. (A little back-story, my father is Nubian/Egyptian)



 Now this description is straight off of Wikipedia ( The Book of the Dead is an ancient Egyptian funerary text, used from the beginning of the New Kingdom (around 1550 BCE) to around 50 BCE.[1 ] The original Egyptian name for the text, transliterated rw nw prt m hrw[2] is translated as "Book of Coming Forth by Day".[3] Another translation would be "Book of emerging forth into the Light". "Book" is the closest term to describe the loose collection of texts[4] consisting of a number of magic spells intended to assist a dead person's journey through the  Duat , or underworld, and into the afterlife and written by many priests over a period of about 1000 years.)

 Strange? Coincidence? Considering all that had happened to this point, I didn’t think it could be coincidence. So what does all this mean? I have no fucking clue. My life has been spared and I have a purpose much greater than my understanding. So what is it?

 I became obsessed with figuring out why my senses where going haywire, so I delve into more practical magic, telekinesis to be more specific. I found my mind clogged with distraction, so many questions and so curious. But after I watched video on pushes and pulls technique with a straw. I decided wtf why not. Sat down, made a connection to its energy and breathed in while making a pulling motion with my hand. And it moved. I was immediately freaked out and excited, when I tried again it moved once more. In following weeks I learned more about pushing psi wheels. Yet cool I could do it, I don’t think the universe kept me around just to turn a wheel or push a straw with my mind.

 Over coming weeks  then I kept seeing seven stars this or seven stars that...all over the place. Pleiadian messages would pop up on my YouTube feed. Then I was staring at the sky one night with my star maps app and saw a cluster in Taurus which is my sign named m45 with a huge red x. I thought to myself l x marks the spot so I Goggled it and found it to be the Pleiades. I was like seriously? So I did some and one of the sisters what hit with Zeus lightening bolt... Hmmm. more signs? I don't even know at this point what any of this meant...

 The last occurrence, which seems to be ongoing, is the strangest of them all. The first time I captured it was 6weeks ago, then I captured it again 4weeks later, and then it occurred last night. My eyes are now changing from dark to light. My eyes are naturally dark brown. I don’t even know how to explain this.



<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none; text-autospace:none"> So wither or not I'm a demigod, a witch, and part angel, part demon, part alien... I might as well start by putting my story out there and hope someone has insight, because I keep researching in circles, and finding dead ends.DarkMatterDoesMatter (talk) 06:39, June 9, 2015 (UTC)

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